13 January. Friday, the 13th. 

Ain't an unlucky day or whatsoever actually. Everything's still the same, I guess. School's fine. I guess.. Lessons are more enjoying, somehow. I guess. It seems to be, 2Harmony are getting in hand, I guess. Everyone's with everyone, joking and laughing; having fun. Yeah, I like how it goes and progresses this way, really.

Suddenly, I just start to think. My life is seriously really meaningless. Other than studying, preparing for exams and everything, what did you get to enjoy. Even if you did get to enjoy something, it's doesn't last you for a long period of time. Take holidays for example. Too long? Nah I doubt. It's too short for us to do whatever we want. Honestly speaking, don't you feel that time spent is somewhat being controlled? Limits to do things and you'll never get to the extend that you'll thoroughly enjoy it. So what is this. You ask me to do things but you give me limits for it. I mean, it's totally useless then. Oh well. I have no idea what I'm saying apparently.


Okay. Seriously. This year.. I'm actually more conscious of each and every day. I've been counting the days. It's 13th. Time actually past quite fast. A week later, it's Chinese New Year. My mind now is.. actually in a whirlpool now. I really have nothing to elaborate on. But I have no idea why am I dragging myself here.. Anyway, stop being an attention seeker. Don't seek attention, let it come naturally. It's really irritating sometimes, and the attitude you give us. So what if you're older than us. Doesn't give you the authority okay.

Sick and tired baby.

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