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So hi there. The annual March holidays is coming to an end soon. How pitiful cos' apparently I did not do anything which is productive except completing homework, needless to say. Life's been nerve-wrecking and contemplating whether or not to have a permanent change, or just a empty one. Apparently, I do realize and it's seemingly obvious to me that I haven't been studying and revising my work as I am supposed to. Yes, less disciplined and diligent and making little efforts to achieve what I want. This is no no. It is real bad and awful. To survive in my new curriculum, I have to work my ass off like some desperate nerd blood sucking for exemplary grades and everything. The perfect student package. Sadly, I doubt I have the discipline and right mindset to strive towards this achievement. I have no idea what I've became, what happened to the once studious and on task girl. Gone, just gone.
I guess I have to start from scratch, adopting the ideal study habits and skills and please God, let all the good vibes overwhelm me. Put a stop to all these distractions and stay focus oh my goodness. I have to and need to, like desperately.. Well, my head says I will be able to do. But it's up to my body to enable it to work. So I pray I won't continue to procrastinate and start practicing actions speaks louder than words. Lesson learnt. I can't afford to waste another holiday. This week, is going to be utterly horrendous with so many tests and presentations and the best of all, is that I don't really understand what some stuffs are being taught. This calls for more revisions and time needed to get myself clear-headed. Tedious but I choose this path for myself and yes, I must be responsible for it.
I sometimes wonder how long a person can stay and make changes in your life.. It's so fast and furious. Okay that's wrong. I mean, time pass without us knowing and some people are like time.. They just disappear but some times give us surprise comebacks. Well, that's pleasing? Pleasant? But have they ever wonder how much they mean to someone and the longing feeling left after all that.. It's just asshole. I've also learn this week that we shouldn't expect much and let nature takes its course (the same cliche saying) but it does not mean that we left life drag us along. We have to craft out the life we want to drag along. Be mindful of our priorities and not get temptations slip through our ways or else.. We might need to take many detours before we eventually succeed. I guess, the beginning is always the hardest. Unless we try, we will never know how much we can do and our limitations. So why not take the first arduous step and then embark on something we never imagine. Life is filled with anticipation and surprises. It's up to us to grasp the gist of it and enjoy the wonders of it.
Take in one last breath.
Posted on Sunday, March 24, 2013 @ 10:40 PM