I tried to be understanding and stand in your shoes, but I guessed you wasn't appreciative and took advantage of me.

I said I'd be here forever, you gave up. Maybe I was all along at fault. I'd entertain you but don't give me false hopes cos' I know it's impossible. The distant next year, I'll be giving everything. Not fighting for what I truly want, but an escape to somewhere, to avoid. Maybe that's why you think I wasn't worth it, treated me like a spare tyre. When's she's busy, you'll come and talk to me. Like what the fuck is your bloody problem. Stop manipulating people around. I guessed sometimes I overthink too much, worry too much.

It's life. I just have to learn to accept the fact that people come and go. Always for a purpose. Someday, one day, I'll find you. I'll find you again and tell you what you've been missing and the wrong path you've took which led you to today's consequences. No regrets. Nowadays school is getting a little bit out of hand and there's so many things I have and want and need to do. And worst scenario, unluckiest thing, had my thumb sprained. It's a kick in the ass thing. So irritating. Hopefully I'll be able to recover asap and yeah.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you.

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