Nothing last. We die, feelings die. If there's a beginning, there's bound to be an ending. 

Feelings fade, people change and leave. Well maybe not fade, but merely just some things that cropped up? Hmm, life's like a maze. Many pathways to choose, uncertain which leads you to the exit, but if we didn't try, how would we know. And maybe if this door is closed, surely there's going to be another door which will open for you. I guess, if it's meant to be, it will be. Life is awesome so stay positive and happy!

So these days, it's been pretty chaotic. For whatever reasons, yes, thank goodness I survived. It's fun interacting with other people as well and I guess now we've became better friends? And now, there's going to be this upcoming obstacle that I have to overcome, which will affect my future, to leave for integrated program or stay in my current school. I guess I don't want to further elaborate on this.. Thinking of it just makes me feel so reluctant and indecisive. Either choice I choose, there's their disadvantages and advantages. I have less than a month to make this decision and I hope I'll come up with choice which I wouldn't regret for life.

Many things in life, when you have them for too long, it's hard to let it go. It's not easy too. What's on my mind now is just making the best out of everything, doing my best and giving my best in whatever I do. Set my priorities and I'm not going to let this June holidays be wasted again. Family, studies, you and my beloved friends. No matter how suckish your life is now, smile with it because that's the best revenge and staying happy makes you healthy too!

Will this conversation end.. 

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