Yay. Hello everybody. Finally back in my private space after such a long time. Hmm, not really cos' I don't have time to blog, but I always forget to. So, it's been a week since I last blog. Life is as usual, hectic and always complicated. But thank God for the problems cos' they make my life more interesting. (Sound so sadistic.) For me, nothing really affects. Just yeah, stereotyping my way through. It's kinda numb to it, so I guess the best way is for me to change another environment.

Well life for me, revolving around studies and volleyball. Nothing really is exciting me or anticipating me. Only volleyball surges me, least there's a motivation for me to go to school, to drag my heavy body out of bed every morning. Life still goes on. What to do. Be a wise person with in dept thoughts and everything, some choose to judge life like this. What's best for me now, to go to Venice or another side of the world and have a whole whale of luxurious time there. Free from worries and problems, just enjoying every second of the scenic view. Hmm, that's gonna happen only 20 years down the road.. Okay. Serious business now.

Drums roll and I shall think of what to post. 

Sometimes, some people or things are meant to get in your ways, to try to bring you down, destruct your, destroy your plans and everything. But those are the things which happened to make us learn and become stronger, to teach us to be appreciative. But if one continue going on by complaining and contradict, he/she is in turn bringing himself more desperation. You don't lead or walk though a smooth path in life. You're bound to face obstacles, even making a U-turn or detour, you will still face obstacles. Take obstacles as a challenge you have to face in order to become more powerful in life, if you're just gonna sit behind it, complaining and bearing grudges over it, please you're never ever gonna walk out of your comfort zone and you'll still be as naive as ever. Treasure and cherish what you have before you lose. But the thing is, somehow when you're holding on to so many things, some will get neglected. Now it's all up to you to decide what to give up on and what to continue carrying it with you. Before you do that, please think carefully, spare a thought for others. If one continue to be selfish and self-centred, holding on to those who thinks will do he/her good, I suggest he could just give up on everything since whatever he's doing is for his own benefits.

That's life. Your own survival. Some have only dependence of others, some seek for their own pleasure. Fate lies in your own hand. If you continue being so obstinate towards yourself and your problems, I guess there's no one else who could really help you to get out. Oh and relationships wise, feelings can't be forced, what's yours will eventually be yours. Even if it's waiting for 2 years or more, I'm willing to.

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