Life's been a tough nut to crack, as always.

In a few days' time, midyear examinations are here. Not really well prepared as last year. As days go by, I'm still here thinking about it. It means a lot of things. Not studies, but it. No motivation or drive to do any revisions nowadays. I just love the air so much that I couldn't resist to not go home and stay in the mall with my friends. Not that I don't want to go home, but my desk, my bed, every thing's tempting me. You you you you you. Gosh, what's happening. Dude it's exams and what the fuck am I doing now. C'mon I have to go through this..

Looking at how far, how vast our lives can be... It's actually very short. Not gonna be lovelorn or whatsoever. But life's too short to be filled with regrets. You never know, when you're going to die, when you're going to get contracted with an illness and your death is nearing. Life is just so... scarily unexpected. Once, you think you'd have the most happiness, you'd have everything you wanted, but the next moment, everything starts to fall  apart. Good things will eventually come to an end. Why can't there be happily ever after? Don't tell me we could even die with a smile painted on our faces? Could we? What I want, never will be able to recover it from the past. You put a stop where barricaded our relationship. No more, I told myself. I have better more to see outside. It's such a pity to be wasted on just one focus. Why not just do the things I like? Well studying for exams isn't definitely one thing I like. But here I am cramping everything inside my puny brain. Redundant. What I want for life, is to search for happiness; the happiness everyone deserves.


Living for 14 years, ending life like that.. Isn't it such a pity.. Living for 3 years, ending life like that.. Isn't it such a pity... Well guess that's detours in life. Where everything restarts, people do reincarnate I hope. Get a better life, don't repeat the mistakes. But, some things are just unexpected.

I just want to tell you, no matter what I still care and will always do. 

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