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A feeling for two? Think again.
Another week has passed. This is going to be the last week of February. Enjoyable and awful memories, choose which to bring to March. I really pray things get better and eventually get smoother. So I don't have to face so much nonsense... Oh well. Let's get things done once and for all.


Ever felt like being trashed by someone who you don't hate or held grudges on and yet, he/she just defeated you that easily. Have you ever felt like a failure, who pursue dreams and achievements, but in the end, you realize you're just merely falling off a cliff. Have you ever regret badly upon choosing that option. Have you ever felt being taken advantaged off and felt like you've been manipulated. Well, guess that's how I'm feeling currently.

It's such a irony, when one promised you that he wouldn't be that jerk again, or promised he would be faithful and stuffs, and yet he still flirt and doesn't really take her feelings into consideration. I mean, hey, she's your girlfriend, where the hell is the most fundamental respect you have for her. I guess, she's just a substitute you go to, someone who you could rant and vent anger on, another someone.... you said 'I love you' to. You text her cos' honestly, the girl you really like is attached. You're just finding another her. You're just, trying to pretend she is her. So much for the care and concern you put into it, it's practically fake.It isn't dedicated for her, instead it's her. You promised her you'd wholeheartedly love her and said you'll give her the best memories and won't be like any other jerk who mess with other girls- you lied. You said you'd protect her and stand up against all odds, you said you love her more than anything else, you said you'll be there for her always, you said she can trust you and tell you her worries- no, you're not reliable. You said, you said, you said. You just said it. Where are your actions? Where are the justifications? Plain, empty promises. 

Yes, it may be tough cos' it isn't an open relationship, but what really is tough is the commitment one can withstand. She has been enduring all the shit you gave, those insensitive remarks and whatsoever. I guess that's the difference between a male and female huh. The relationship status doesn't need to be open to people just to 'improve it' or 'kill the awkwardness' or whatever excuses you come out with. You know what, she's really blind. The worst thing is, you just treated her like a replacement. It's obvious that, there's another person out there who you really like and may be here's the chance for you to dump her and get her instead- simply cos' she's broken up with her boyfriend. Sceptical. You could have been good friends with her, teased her and had fun with her, but have you ever ever ever spare a thought for her? How she feel and stuffs.. Neglect is what you do, leaving her aside is what you're capable of. Hah, who behaves intimate with another girl in front of their girlfriends? Gosh, total douche. I'm no one to say anything so... Since she is broken now, I guess you have a chance to get your real substitute and tada, time to dump the other one. Well, I guess she must have been unlucky to be deceived by you, asshole.

I must have been unlucky. 
Posted on Sunday, February 26, 2012 @ 9:10 PM
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