What's the point, I mean, seriously. You got a problem?


Sometimes, we just have to live with the things we own now. Not everyone can be like you, him, her or me. Everyone's special and shines in their own way. Not self-comforting or whatsoever. I just want to make things clear for myself. Sometimes, we just have to think twice before judging a certain situation. Maybe things don't seem like it's supposed to be, maybe it isn't as bad as what we thought, maybe it's just.. simply illusions..?

Life's like that. Sometimes, caught in between unbalance of fairness and unfairness. It's just basically how the way we want to view things and stuffs. And I hate the cruel reality which always dawn on ugly setbacks and pasts. Yes, I'm ugly and stupid and whatever, but I can't change how things are.. So do you. Sometimes, good things do come to us, but... maybe it's too little compared to others. Sometimes, the best doesn't always belong to us, mainly because someone else is much more fortunate than us. No doubt but sometimes, no matter how hard you try to be at your best and put in your utmost effort, everything's gone down the drain.

I hate it when I made comparisons with someone else. Yes yes yes. Imperfections make everyone perfect and that's surely something I can guarantee. I feel inferior sometimes. Really. Was it just me? Or you? I feel so controlled and restricted. I have a freedom of choices. But I don't dare to make any moves. Why. The moment I see you I instantly get so intimidated. Why, I feel like you've totally trashed me and I feel so beaten up by you, emotionally. You're like a threat, a really scary one. A threat that does make impact to my actions. I'm really really really afraid. Oh well. God has His plans.

She wasn't the one. 

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