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What if there's no tomorrow?
What if there's no tomorrow, am I going to be alone in this world? 
What if there's no tomorrow, would you bring me the greatest memories? 
What if there's no tomorrow, who would I die with? 
What if there's no tomorrow, will I die with regrets? 
What if there's no tomorrow, what would be my next life be?
What if there's no tomorrow, are we still gonna be like this? 


How great. My maid's back and yeah, really glad that there's another helper apart from my paternal granny. Been living without a maid for 2 weeks and I survived. That's a good thing learning to be independent. But the bad thing is, I'm gonna have my next full check-up tomorrow before leaving for church. That's a really really really serious thing. 2 weeks later and then I'll get the report back. My intuitions telling me that something's gonna happen. What's gonna happened to me. I don't know.

My back has been giving me a hell load of problems. Bad postures, sleepless nights. Screw it. What if it's really... Okay, no wild thoughts. Today, was literally going around Singapore.. Dad's going for his marathon tomorrow despite his knee. Everyone's practically moving on with life, even you. And here I am, clueless. Laughs. What's happening. Am I going to die? But what if my days are really outnumbered? My family, you, friends, everyone, what will happen to them. This is getting so... depressed. I was supposed to lead a fulfilling life, but here I am again, all back to square-one. What will happened if I become a vegetable one day. Can I go to the firm and state my will now? I really don't wanna pass on with regrets. Maybe, what I've done was really a mistake. But what's the point of feeling bad about it. No one bothers and give a fucking damn about it.  My Facebook will stay as dead as ever, no one cares. It doesn't really make a difference now whether I'm gone or what. Touch wood. I said I wanna long live. Life ain't gonna be easy.

Radiotherapy hurts a lot.. But God is with me and I'll face it bravely. :') 
Posted on Saturday, December 3, 2011 @ 11:14 PM
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