You had a lot of crooks trying steal your heart. Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out how to love. You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever. Now you're in the corner trying put it together. For a second you were here. Why you over there? You deserve the best, beautiful.


I think it's really amazing, how many gazillions things you can do in life. Play throughout the day, sleep throughout the day, slack throughout the day, love throughout the day, eat throughout the day, etc. Time isn't actually wasted. On a brand new day, yes it can be boring, but we're always somehow occupied with stuffs. Funny. It may be stupid but, our hearts are beating 24/7, I'm still doing something! I'm breathing, I'm winking. Everyone has their ways in going through their days, weeks, months, years. Don't regret what you're doing; put in your utmost efforts when gaming, give your fullest energy when doing sports, eat with cautiousness, sleep with peace. Before I go to bed, I always give praise to God for another day I'm still living. There's much much much more people who're less fortunate than us. Always be thankful and gracious towards life. Yes and I'm loving it. 
I don't know why. I feel like thanking you. Thanks for the care and concern, thanks for being the last person I talked to when I retire for the day. Thanks for making me realize what's wrong with us. Thanks for being truthful. Just, thank you for everything. It's a slow, gradual process. But I believe it'll turn out fine. Having to talk to you, even just for a few minutes, it's really heartwarming. I really hope you won't regret transferring. Actually there's a lot of question marks in my head now. But I doubt I'll find an opportunity to clear it.
I like the way I'm leading my life now. Free; carefree. Holidays ain't that bad after all. Sleep early, wake up early for training. Though it's super tiring and tough and exhausting and I'll always suffer from aches, I somehow look forward to it. After training I'll spend the rest of the day at home. Either watching television, doing homework or using laptop for some crap. No pressure, nothing, everything just, goes smoothly on it's own. Holidays are gonna end in just a month's time. That's super duper fast. 2012 is arriving and.... I'm looking forward to it. I wanna create more fond and memorable memories. Hopefully........ (teehee). Okay I'm losing myself.

Where is the promised happiness. 

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