Making judgments too early, and being so full of yourself. Never thought that one day, I'll come to my senses. Hey, you need to change.

Every cloud has a silver lining.

I'd never once regret approaching you. Scold me and tell me off as much as you want. I think yesterday night, I had thought it through. Thanks for wasting your time trying to wake me up from all I've done. Hah, I was indeed to obstinate and hopeless. But not hopeless now anymore. Oh, I actually wanted to copy paste the conversation, but then I want to keep it brief and I'm really exhausted from today's training. Sorry! I guessed, it's worth it. If I didn't had approach you first, I think I'd still be in my stupid foolish fantasy and never will be able to realize what's actually wrong with me. So much for those pessimistic and optimistic posts. It's like trying to show others I'm like some kind of bipolar. Oh well. Maybe this is the process of growing up here. But this time, I'd hold onto my words cos' talk is cheap. Always easy to be sinful, but it's so hard to change to be better. Oh my, but why. This time I'm sure to achieve what I want to. I don't wanna leave a soulless life anymore, attaining nonsense; nothing at all. I'm going to learn to treasure, yes. I am going to. Whatever shit life is giving me, I'd throw double it back. I ain't gonna be that vulnerable warrior, but a tenacious fighter who brings every enemy down and combat till I see the victory flag. (Hey dude, I'm serious.) 

It isn't just all about fighting my rights, but also about making justice in my life. Whoever who help me; they don't come free or otherwise, God sent them here and I have to repay. I won't let them be disappointed, or see no use in me. My family, I would show them that I'm worthy. My friends, I would show them that I'm loyal. My God, I would show him I'm appreciative. This shall be one of my 2012 resolutions. Damn, I have so many to say, but just don't know where to start. Anyway, I'm just want to thank everyone who's been with me through thick and thin; you guys never fail to cheer me up and bring the slightest glimmer of hope into me life, hinting me that I have to move on.

Yes, I have to move on. 

No more crying over spilled milk. What's gone, that's it. Time to look forward. 2012 is approaching soon and   in less than 2 months' time, I'll be 14. I'm ageing! Why does time past to fast! Oh well, this is unavoidable. Hope it's going to be a smooth and memorable year for me. I don't want to regret. From now on, I'm going to  prove to others, I'm worthy of being the philosopher of my life. I ain't going to be the one who falls easily and doesn't know how to get up alone. I will be the one who condemn all odds and be an inspiration.

Thanks for spurring me on. No more empty talks, just actions. :)

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