A week has passed, just like that. I wasn't certain if I had enjoyed my week, but I'm sure I've made used of it. Basically, it's the same routine I've went through. Still surviving my holidays thought it's going to end like in two weeks' time. I realized secondary school holidays are extremely long and exhausting and boring. Nothing much to say about my life now. Wait, actually there is, but I guess I'll keep you all update next time. Mm, it should be about priorities since next year is streaming year.. Anyway, here's something I'd like to share with you.

Count your blessings. I supposed, I should really stop complaining about my life. Over looking it, it actually ain't that bad after all. I'm too spoiled and I really need a change. No more taking things for granted and shall say more 'thank you' to people around me. I learnt that, there's so many more people who's much less fortunate than me. And yet, I still grumble, still make a fuss about whatsoever, still that immature kid. Time for a change, well not really a change, but just, rearrangement of my attitude. Yes. I guess, we'll always respond to our flaws, only when we experienced or witness something happened, and that thing must have caused a great impact on us that made us change. And it happened to me, miraculously. 

I have to keep this confidential, so don't ask me who or whatever. (Even if you think you know who, just keep it to yourself.)

I've mistook her, she wasn't that abominable as I think it was anymore. Initially I had somewhat a bad impression on her cos' of the way she reacts to situations and stuffs, but thank goodness, God has proven me wrong. Anyway, I was at fault too, shouldn't have be judgemental towards her. We're 13, and what are we doing now? Surfing net, gaming, etc; enjoying our adolescent years. And yet, she's working. She's working. She's earning her own allowance, while we're still demanding pocket money from our parents. I mean, she's so dependent and filial , whereas us.. See the difference. It's not that I'm trying to imply we should earn our own allowance, but, she maybe has finance difficulty or anything, maybe she just doesn't want to burden her parents. However, what I'm trying to say is that, she doesn't feel forced or upset about her current situation. She doesn't feel ashamed or embarrassed working at such age; working in the public. She's still that cheerful girl we've met. Always smiling. If I were her, honestly, I wouldn't dare to give our fliers in public. I guess same goes to you people out there. What's the reason? It's not that we aren't daring or anything, it's just.. Personally I think it's just, disgracing. We all want face, right? Doing such so-called 'low class' job, we'll lose face if someone we know recognizes us, isn't it? 

She's totally the opposite. 拼了命，牺牲，不管别人这么想。She's really special, and I guess her actions did touched me. She's done so much, and yet, no one has ever really understand what's going through her. I just hope, whatever she's facing, she'll overcome it bravely and with the right mindset. I just pray, that God will give her ample of energy to accomplish whatsoever she's going right now. I just wish, I could tell her how I'm feeling now, so that she'll be more motivated and not feel looked down. 谢谢你，让我知道，我不是最可悲的，不是最凄惨的。谢谢你，给了我指示，我知道这么做了。