My post title, is adopted from LiMin's blog. She's just so awesome.:)

Life sucks when there's sucky people interrupting your life. Sorry. I'm always doubtful of my own feelings. Sometimes, I just feel scare to start a relationship again. Once bitten twice shy. Don't wanna get hurt cheated and hurt again. I'm having fear, fear of being treated like a toy again.. It's no fun, being in the dark, being treated like a can, being kicked around. Might as well say, I was just a garbage to you last time. I was so paranoid, yes, I was. Always filled with worries, hoping and always praying for you to be alright. In the end, I saw your real, true colours. You didn't change, at all. You did, for some time, and you're back to your old self. I hated you for that. Hate you for not only letting me down, but also yourself. Gosh. I don't know why you're like this. Probably cos' of secondary school.

Yeah. You want fame, popularity, want attention. So much for your changes. You may think I'M ABLE TO TAKE IT AND ACCEPT IT, but honestly, I'm tired of nagging you and screaming my heads off. Now, I'm gonna tell you straight in the face, I don't care anymore. You drove me to my grave. I had enough really. Whatever I said, you won't take in. You're forever gonna be so stubborn and foolish, thinking whatever you do is right. Please, you're a teenager now, not a kid anymore. I know no one has the right to reprimand and tell you off, you have your own thinking now. So, I got better things to do. I have my aspirations and goals. I'm not gonna be a dumbass who still cares and asks for you. I'm not gonna ask anymore PIs to stalk and track everything you do. I'm just gonna be who I am, pursue my happiness, my joy, do what I want.

BYE.

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