I don't know what to post now. It's totally ridiculous anyways. I can win Oscars for my acting skills. Pro. Woke up, feeling to freaking reluctant to go back to school. Oh anyway, today training literally sucks. I want my past back, I don't care how much flaws it contaiend, I just want it back. Some hypocrites are just, ugh. Fine, I'll just, see no evil, hear no evil and speak no evil of you. Maybe, I really need somewhere to start afresh. But how, school's reopening is less than a week, I have so many things not settled, undone, I'm utterly disappointed with myself. I played with fire, and my fingers are burning. This is my retribution, no doubts. What's mine, would gradually be mine, what's not mine, ugh, I don't care anymore. Just, maybe there are some others out there who're seeking help more desperately than me. So am I in a worst of the worst state of myself? Doubt so. I'm still hanging on the edge of a high cliff. Someone please just, spike me drink or whatsoever so I could die painlessly.

This life game is truly interesting. Wanna play with me? Consequences are unbearable.

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