What's so wrong with people nowadays? What's going on in me? I'm not my primary school self anymore. Needless to say I'm still undergoing transitional change. I can't go home independently myself, like literally. I feel strange and awkward in school. I feel so, insecure with my surroundings. As if like, there's bad guys everywhere keep watching me. Whatever it is, I hope I can go for private schooling, best, home schooling.

I still remember, first few days of school, I really had bad nights. I thought that I just need time to adjust. But I was wrong. So much of crying for nights, missing my awesome primary school friends like shit. And now, my real nightmare is here. Every thing's gone. I'm like the only person standing in my island. And now what, you're trying to torture me with some stupid friends of yours? Oh gosh. Honestly, I hate it. And once and for all, I quit. You can do whatever you want. It's just none of my business. I'm sick of getting mad, jealous, disappointed with you, pissed off, intimidated and sad. Even small things you do, can seriously spoil my mood entirely. Though I don't show, hey, what's my heart for? Please.

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