Have I really been thinking what's the next move to take, no.
Have I learnt my mistake after each setback I suffered, no.
Have I seen the problem behind every situation, no.
Have I ever really consider your feelings, no.
Have I ever tried asking you what you want, no.
Have I ever apologised to you for the things I've done, no.

Seeing above all this, I think I failed. Literally, I can't be a good partner (relationship, I mean). I'm not really that considerate and thoughtful for others, I'm just, always thinking what's the best for myself and go on with my selfish actions. Sometimes, I can't choose, I'm always indecisive. I always want all. I don't like choosing. I'm like a greedy ass. Though I know I can't have the entire universe, I know what I want (do I?).

There's two, which both are really good and worth-considering paths to take. But either ways, I know, either of us are gonna be thoroughly hurt. Having survive till now, I've been through loads. Lied, bluffed, backstabbed, betrayed, unfaithful, inconsiderate, rebellious, bitchy, selfish, greedy, insensitive, is what I've done and be. It's really nerve-racking, to go through some really not-so-important thing for us 13, but is also an experiencing matter. Guess, this is life. Sorry.

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