So, I haven't been improving in any subjects, maybe just one, but all the assignments done is counted in the overall, and if that includes my sloppy work...you can bid farewell to my first position in class. Maybe some things are meant to go, doesn't belong to me, so I'm willing to let it go, cos' I knew someone else deserves better. Hopes vanish, now I'm left with piles and piles of disappointments. Even my sister is improving, while me? I can seriously go and bang the wall. What's wrong Cassandra, seriously what's wrong with you. High expectations lead to great disappointments? But dude at least let me get a satisfying and not such asshole results please. In like state, I don't even think I can go and apply for that already. 

No point, I told myself. There's no point crying over spilled milk. Since we've taken the exams, since the results are already out, we can only expect and not dwell on it any further. So now. I'm just praying real hard for tomorrow's results to be a pleasing one. Please, I really need that. At least, some results that soothe my eyes.. Okay so now when I'm intending to continue, I realize the clock's going to strike 9, and here comes my show. And I guess I can't possibly blog the things I want to say within 5 minutes, so maybe tomorrow.. And I really really really anticipate for good results, not bad results. Pretty please? Those who deserves it, let them have their credits, please Lord.. Anyway, next blog post may be preferably about my application for IP. Long post, but... sometimes we have limits, we can't possibly bottle up everything. Fingers-crossed and good luck, God will always be with us. :) 

When the lights go out.